WHO AM I ??!!!!

OK!
this is me, reporting from my room, my life, from within my body. the room, life and body I'm starting to feel strange in. why? because as much as I'm feeling happy within the day, there is always this thought in my head that keeps bouncing "you are living it the wrong way!! .. you are living it the wrong way!!"

well, let me debrief a bit, all my life i got dreams, small, big, huge and massive. in every phase there was/is a dream that I'm aiming to fulfill. though, I've never reached what i want, never put my hand on my future they way i see it. what i hate most is knowing that i can fulfill them (easily for many of them), still none of them where fulfilled.

so, we know this, long time ago! whats new then?!?!

recently, i lost my appetite for dreaming, i just count days without any motivation, here i feel i lost my identity. i can't lose it, 3bd should be 3bd, for all times, consistency, in addition to the ability of adaption is a requirement for a man to successful, I've never been but a loser except in the land of dreams.

so, the time for some changes has came into my bath!

sorry, to tell, it might hurt a bit to pull myself out of this misery I'm breathing, for me, for some people i admire, like and love.

another phase is approaching, with its own dreams, and hopefully some hard work.

peace all.