moment of weakness... :(

It all started with a song, someone remind me of, in way or other. Frankly, the song was never related to what cause my sadness, but it was related and embossed in the body of what lost I lived in before the age of her.

nothing is compaired to the pain i felt when i lost her, it's nothing i can discribe with words. she was my angel, in her own tough, stupid and harsh way, but still she was an angel.

I DON'T WANT TO REMEMBER!!!!! ... I CAN'T BEAR TO REMEMBER!!!!

i'm going to sleep.. hopefully, i will wake up in the morning ... cured ...

A.Q.J